Morning.

The Best:

My husband was berating me about the car again this morning, and he also asked me for money, I stood strong on both accounts. I was firm, but I wasn't mean. Yay, me. (Yuck, him.)

The Worst:

I'm being rather lazy this morning. I'm not sure why, but I don't want to do anything. There's a yoga class at noon that I'm half thinking of blowing off. I know I'll feel better if I get myself up and out there, but I might not do it.

Morning.

The Worst:

I was snarly when I went to pay at the methadone clinic, and I spoke about my husband with a chiding tone.

The Best:

I took care of myself by going ahead and paying at the methadone clinic so I don't have to get up early in the morning and by taking some pictures of beautiful things this morning. It was a good way to start off my day.

Afternoon.

The Best:

I established a boundary! With my mother!

The Worst:

I am fretting uselessly about money.

Morning.

Best:

I gave my husband some feedback this morning that seemed helpful to him. I'm proud of him for making some positive plans for change in his life. I hope he is able to follow through.

Worst:

I lied to him all weekend long about money. I kept telling him that I was broke, and I stuck by it so hard that I suffered, too. I needed to go to the grocery store to buy some things for the week, but I want him to suffer so that he will get a job (as if that has ever worked). This morning, I stopped on the way to work and bought things for my own lunch. It's wrong to lie. I should be strong enough to say that I have a little money for groceries and not buy him extra things.