Morning.

The Best:

I wasn't willing to drop everything I had planned for the day to drive my husband around.

The Worst:

I was upset (internally) when he didn't agree to change his plans to spend time with me.

Night.

The Best:

I got home before my husband, and I used the time well. I cleaned up the kitchen with minimal resentment, and I made dinner for us both.

The Worst:

I fretted like crazy that I beat him home. I kept envisioning him dead or arrested, and I hated it.

Night.

Worst:

I am borrowing trouble from my husband. I'm really fretting about where he is going to get methadone money and wondering if he shouldn't be calling his relative who he works for to figure out if he can come back to work or not.

Best:

I got tons of things done today that I'd planned to get done. It feels good to finish projects.

Morning.

The Best:

I've gotten a lot of work done this morning, and I've written to some artists who haven't gotten a lot of attention. I might be giving some folks a big break!

The Worst:

My husband took the car to go to the grocery store. I knew he was going to be stealing things, and I hate that, but I don't stop him from taking my car because it's not worth it to me to fight with him. He took the car for longer than I wanted it gone, too. I'm not taking care of myself when I let him use my things in ways I don't like.

Morning.

The Worst:

I've not got too much that's interestingly good or bad going on today. I am borrowing a lot of trouble about my husband feeling better. He isn't so sick now, so I am afraid he won't start going to meetings right. It freaks me out.

The Best:

I've gotten a lot of work done, and I've expressed kindness to my friends. I'm karmically uneventful...maybe I'm even!