Morning.

I didn't write last night. I am not sure if I should try to make up for not writing when I skip or move on to now. Last night was complicated.

The Best:

I shared with my boss about a meditation session that I am planning to attend.

The Worst:

Once again, I am stealing from work by doing outside work here. I started by doing step work for my 12 step writing workshop, and then I did work for my job interview for another adjunct teaching position I have this afternoon. I am still working on the material for the job interview.

I am having a hard time with this problem. I do want to plant good seeds; I don't want to steal. However, I don't like the owner of the company, and I don't have enough work to do to keep me fully busy. I need the money since my husband isn't working. I know I am justifying my issues. There is work related to this job that I could do, like further networking or organizing artwork, but I feel that my needs are more pressing than living honestly while at work.

I can tell when I am justifying because I indulge in lots of "buts" and "yets" and "becauses."